Modeling

I have another big First that I forgot to mention- I have my first modeling go-see tomorrow morning and I am so excited! I seem to use that word a lot, "exciting," but a lot of exciting things have been happening to me lately! The modeling go-see is like any other audition I suppose, but they will just judge me more on my looks...obviously. I don't want to give too much away, seeing as it's just an audition and there is no guarantee that I will even get the job, but if I did get it, I would be modeling clothes in a sewing magazine. I think the possibility of having my picture in ANY magazine is pretty darn cool; it doesn't matter to me in the least that only a bunch of old ladies would see it. Actually, no, not just old ladies, because I'm sure there are other people who read sewing magazines. My boyfriend's mom will probably see it because she sews a lot, so that is pretty fun to think about!

I always hoped that I could start modeling. Acting is my first love, but I always kinda wanted to be a model too. Not a runway model or anything, I am not skinny enough for that, but maybe just a catalog model. I think it would be so much fun to wear all the pretty clothes in catalogs. And it would feel nice to have people tell me that I'm pretty. I need some reassurance sometimes! What I really want is to be in a magazine like Vogue and have Annie Leibovitz photograph me. Wouldn't that be a dream come true!?! That woman could make dirt look good! Her photographs are so so SO beautiful! WELL, that is another dream that I have...and wouldn't it be fun if it all started with my picture in a sewing magazine?!

Well, off to bed...time to dream about my 7 page spread in Vogue... :)